Blessed Rest of Heart

We sometimes sing a hymn, the first verse goes as follows:

“Oh blessed rest of heart
From doubting fear and sin
A rest in Christ the risen Lord
Who sweetly reigns within”

This week I have been fighting inner demons, struggling to overcome, feeling weighed down, and impossible to live with, and to just be.

And then this afternoon we sang these beautiful words, and I could just put everything aside. I could just be at rest. A load was lifted off my shoulders.

We serve a living God, one who is so much higher than our thoughts and circumstances and experiences. He is above all these things, and He cares for us. He loves us. He loves us through our failures and shortcomings and temptations.

Tomorrow I might be weighed down all over again. But it is now Sunday evening Sydney time, and for the rest of day I will be at peace. At rest. A rest in Christ, the risen Lord, who sweetly reigns within.

Peace as Power


Peace flow over me

Peace from heaven above

Peace to soothe my aching soul 

Peace as a gentle dove

Power to gain the victory

Power to win the fight

Power as the strength we need

Power to lead us into light 

Peace, Grace, Joy

Peace to flow over me 

Peace to calm my storms

Peace to hold me tight 

And peace to fill my poems 

Grace to keep me warm 

Grace to heal my pain 

Grace to fill my need 

Grace to shine through rain 

Joy to bring a smile

Joy to honor me 

Joy to hold my hand 

And keep me company 

Joy, grace and peace

Intertwined to deliver us 

Into liberty 

A Stormy Calm

I honored the quiet spaces within my heart 

By allowing a gentle peace to cover all my cares 

The storm raged on outside, within 

And through it all 

I was calm 

Passing Days

Feelings are fickle. Moods and emotions are high-maintenance. I’ve started this year with a new resolution. To focus on growing. Learning and creating. So now when my pain points are pressed (salt in all my wounds), which happens often, I am acknowledging it, respecting the life within, and letting it go. 
We have only so many days in our lives. Each passing day is one less to live. But for today, we are alive, we are breathing, we are aware. Peace be to you. 

Calm

Everything is calm and the world is peace and I am content for today and may the feeling last for as long as it can last.

At Peace

I am at peace with the world
I am at peace with me
I am at peace

Thank you for my beating heart
Thank you for my life
Thank you

If this my last night shall be
Let me live it
Joyfully

Spare one last night to breathe in
All the pure goodness
Surrounding me

I have lived, I have loved
I have fought
I am

Grant one last wish of mine I plead
That my written words should be
My testimony

And if I should not make it through the night
Know that I am at peace, I am at rest
There are no words left in me

Selah

Victory

God loves you 

And He loves me 

His grace abounds 

Forgiveness free 

I hear His voice

I feel His touch

Joy overflows –

Sweet victory 

Darkened Night

I dream of peace
And passion and desire

I dream of hope
And happiness and love

I dream of one pure night
When our flesh will be one

I dream and all my dreams
Are hopeless fantasies

Fading into night

Hope against Hope

I will be very still

And wait for peace to descend

I will pray my night prayers

With my eyes tightly shut

I will forgive and forget

And hope against hope