Believe

I have to believe

I have to see

That the future is holding out

All that is good

All that is good for me

I cling and I fall

I swing and after all

I get back up again

Punch me once

Punch me twice

I will – I will overcome.

Crown of Grace

Strangers have a lot to say

Unkind words thrown straight at me

I felt them fly I felt them fall

Right at my feet and there they lay

I just stood calm and let them come

Surveyed the crumbs across my way

I decided there and then

And one by one

To carefully collect them all

From those words thrown at my face

I weaved myself a crown of

Grace.

Stepping Stone

A stone emerged from the water

Smooth as silk and brown as the bark of a weathered oak tree

Water rushed by hurriedly to its destination wherever that might be

Tentatively I stepped forward

One little step

And there I was

Right in the midst of the gushing stream

The earth stood its ground behind me

The other side was too far

But right in front of me, another stone emerged

Calm and smooth and offering somewhere to stand

My own stepping

Stone.

Shield of Strength

I will protect myself

As I would any child or two

I will protect myself

From danger’s harm

From the lion’s den

From the place I find myself

In.

I will protect myself

With my shield of strength.

My Best Self

“Be yourself” I was told

I was being no one else I replied

So I tried and I tried even more

To be less of myself than I could

Oh I tried

It lasted a while, minutes at most

I could be no less of myself

Than the birds in the tree.

Be myself, so I was told.

I will be myself

The best self I can be.

Butterflies and Dreams

I am wonderful, I am and you?

I wish your day is bright and blue

Filled with butterflies

And dreams come true

I am wonderful! I am, and you?

Back Against Wall

No more could I do

No more could I bring

I brought the best of me

I gave it my all

No more could I do

It is what it is

My back touches the wall.

Loving You

A wish for you

A dream for me

I wish my love could be

Higher than the stars above

Whiter than the snow

Deeper than the roaring sea

So my feelings go

Everywhere I look for you

At every point I turn

I see your shining eyes

Looking back at me

I love you now

I love you then

I will always love you

So

Force Me Still

I played it safe

I stayed within

The confines of my

Battle lines

I never strayed

Nor looked behind

But onward marched ahead and

Straight

It all blew up, right in my face

My best laid plans laid naked down

It is it was it always will

Force me quiet, force me still.

I Need Rope

Simple rope made for the wall

I will braid it for strength

Reinforced with my will.

A simple hope to keep me alive

Infused with my breath

It will help me survive.

I see my fear, I can smell it’s scent.

I will not run I have nowhere to hide

I will work on my rope until

I can use it to climb.