Shining Spirit

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I’ve made mistakes
Perhaps a few
I hold regrets
My thoughts subdued

But when I look at you
I marvel at
Your strength of spirit
Shining through

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/mistake/

Another Day

Two White Pigeon On Flowering Background

One more day
To witness blue skies
Shining from heaven above

I close my eyes
Giving thanks for those
Who fill my life with love

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/witness/

Miniature

Miniature landmarks from Legoland San Diego. Fun day out!

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/miniature/

Light Shines

Darkness
On my shoulders

Darkness
Consuming

Darkness
Controlling

Darkness
Dictating

The heaviness
Weighs down

I kneel and
Through my prayer

Light shines

Learning

Learning
Yearning

Striving
Thriving

Living
Being

With each word, I
Become

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/learning/

Inner Peace

Looking outside
And wanting more
More and more
Comparing
Desiring
Lusting
Needing.

Envy and
Strife
Wield their power
Force their might
Battle my soul
For my heart
My life.

Love
Joy and
Peace
Sound their song
And through their
Stillness
I am strong.

Shopping

Yesterday I had an interesting experience. My son had a pupil-free day, which means he had a day off school. On a Monday, which means I had company. We went shopping. For a pokemon-go voucher. On our way back to the car, I spotted a dress on display, and decided to try it on. The sales assistant did a very good job, and persuaded me to try on two (discount off second purchase). Being protected by seven-day return policy I bought both. Yay, summer!

And then.

Third-degree from my son. How many dresses did I buy? How much did they cost? What about the clothes I wore last week? Those are for winter, I replied. But what about my summer clothes? Those are old season. He wears old season, what’s wrong with mine? Why did I buy something I don’t need. Wow, what is this all about, I eventually had to ask.

Turns out he’s been saving all his pocket money for a new game and is $30 short. And then horror of all horrors, I just walked into a store and bought not one, but two dresses I don’t even need!

Hmm. My husband’s two cents worth afterwards – I was being evaluated by my twelve-year old, and I failed!

Personality

I spent most of last week obsessing. Wishing for a new personality. Wishing I am not the person I am. Why do I not have leadership qualities. Why am I constantly overlooked. Why do I lack self-confidence. Why do I not make friends easily. Why this. Why that. Why blah.

Until I realized. I am. There are people that accept me. There are those that love me. I cannot be anyone, but me. I am not perfect. And neither is anyone! Or as a kind friend mentioned, we are all perfect. Different. And perfect.

Milestones

My mother never made it to fifty. She passed a few days before she turned 45. I am not there yet, but will be soon (a few short years). What would I do differently if I only had till then? I guess a big thing is, I would stop sweating the small stuff. Being discontent. Just enjoy each day. Be kinder and less self-absorbed.

And if I am spared to see fifty, I will plan a holiday. And then enjoy it!

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/fifty/

Forevermore

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I will not forsake
Or jeopardize
Our vows of love
Sweet union

Two candles once –
Our separate lives
Became one flame
Forevermore

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/jeopardize/