In summer’s heat
I think of you
Long days
Dreamy skies
Flesh on flesh –
Passion
In summer’s heat
I think of you
Long days
Dreamy skies
Flesh on flesh –
Passion
Watch Dirty Dancing without crying
Through cruel sorrows
Suffering and despair
I will trust
When summer scorches
And rains begin to flood
I will trust
When drowned by tears
And hearts are torn apart
I will trust
When night prevents
The sun from shining
I will trust
We are created
We are loved
I will trust

This morning I woke up in the heat of summer, low on seritonin and happy pills in general, so decided today is the day for ice cream (and anything else I can find).
So I indulged in ice cream and Turkish delight and homemade milkshakes and marshmallows and pasta followed by seconds and lemon dessert and candy and went back for more ice cream and cheese toasties with extra cheese. And coffee with cream because who cares about soy.
The day is not over yet.
I can’t breathe
I can’t move
I can’t speak
I can’t be
I need room
I need solitude
I need quiet
I need space
Looking back and
Looking forward
Searching everywhere
Seeing all my
Missteps and failure
Bringing sorrows,
Desolation and despair
I don’t understand
Don’t see the reason
What happened
To lose my way –
Where is my victory?