You have
No more power over me
I failed
And I fell
And I lay on the floor
But my Father knows
And He has forgiven
Now I am free
So get away from me!
Leave me be
You have
No more power over me
I failed
And I fell
And I lay on the floor
But my Father knows
And He has forgiven
Now I am free
So get away from me!
Leave me be
There were two little children on a farm. They were surrounded by many animals. And chickens and ducks and pets. One day, the little boy was throwing stones. One of the stones hit a duck. The duck died while the sister looked on. The brother was too scared to tell his mother that he had killed the duck. So the sister hatched a plan. Don’t tell her. We can just say the duck died. The brother thought that was a good idea. And so that’s what they did.
The following Monday the sister told her brother to hand over his lunch money. He said no. Remember the duck, she replied. And so he handed it over. Same with her school bag. Carry my school bag for me. Carry it yourself, he told her. Remember the duck? He carried it for her.
Until he realized he could not go on. His sister was having all power over him. So he finally plucked up the courage and confessed to his mother. I killed the duck! he told her. His mother dealt with it, and it was over. No more power. No more having to hand over lunch money and carrying bags and being beholden.
And the next time his sister reminded him about the duck, he could tell her. It’s over, mother knows about the duck, I am free.
We sometimes sing a hymn, the first verse goes as follows:
“Oh blessed rest of heart
From doubting fear and sin
A rest in Christ the risen Lord
Who sweetly reigns within”
This week I have been fighting inner demons, struggling to overcome, feeling weighed down, and impossible to live with, and to just be.
And then this afternoon we sang these beautiful words, and I could just put everything aside. I could just be at rest. A load was lifted off my shoulders.
We serve a living God, one who is so much higher than our thoughts and circumstances and experiences. He is above all these things, and He cares for us. He loves us. He loves us through our failures and shortcomings and temptations.
Tomorrow I might be weighed down all over again. But it is now Sunday evening Sydney time, and for the rest of day I will be at peace. At rest. A rest in Christ, the risen Lord, who sweetly reigns within.
My Heavenly Father
Has opened worlds for me
He will open more –
Trust, hope, faith
Sometimes there are boundaries
Put in place to keep us safe
But it is human nature
To break those rules
And when we do
We have to
Suffer the
Fallout
I cried tears
I did and I still do
I cried to others
I wailed and wept
And still I went back for more
Just a touch of your hand
The light of your eyes
The charm of your smile
Had me everytime
I cannot imagine
Cannot even think
Of a life with you
Not in it
My heart smashed
Against the floor
Silence shattered
As my soul was dragged
Through
Scattered
Splintered
Ruins