Pretence

I don’t think I can anymore 

Pretending happiness 

Pretending success 

Pretending joy 

Pretending 

Pretence

Pretence

Is my smile too wide
Is my laugh too loud
Am I too happy?

If I smile and wave
And I call your name
Will I reveal myself?

If I smile and blush
And speak out loud
Will my feelings show?

Should I just be still
Or if I look your way
Will it be a stare?

Am I too happy?