There are so many moments I could never recall

Your voice I heard from your womb

Your touch I felt from my first morn

Bound together with our invisible cord

But that last night, that last drive, that last time

I heard your voice, I felt your touch

I will never forget, it will never be gone –

For as long as I live

As long as I breathe

I am your child

I recall it all

My words are my company

They’re all I have left

When faces and friends have left me

Bereft.

Soft words cloak my heart

They keep my soul warm

Like music they work like a

Charm.

My words are my company –

A massage and a touch

My words oh I do! I need you

So much!

I question my logic

I wish I could tell

Why your thoughts and your words

Wrap me under your spell

It makes no sense

I don’t understand

I question my logic

I stare at my hand

I rip off my nails

While I try the hard math

It makes no sense

Overcome with pure wrath

There is no logic

My love is pure blind

No rhyme nor reason

You’re one of a kind.

Words fail me I have nothing to say

There is no reason or why to explain

I flog myself, try understand why

But nothing arises the well has run dry

Emptiness swallows, I drop down the well

Into blackness forever – that’s all I can tell.

Things happen

People fail

Others fall.

Nights follow

Sorrows drown –

That is all.