I was addicted
To a love that never was
Waiting for your touch
Craving each discarded crumb
My highs and lows diverting pain
The rejection I feared with all my soul
Rejection I forced into being
The rejection that finally gave way
To peace
To me
To the deep well of love
Overflowing
The love inside of me
Connecting to myself
Connecting to me
Walking into the future
Walking from here
My heart is still
Beating hope
And I know
I know
The tides will turn
Everything I wished for
My hopes, desires, my dreams
Will caress me tenderly
And lovingly
Kiss my face
Never before and never after
You are the only one for me
Never will I fall and
Never will I falter
You are the only one I need
So never will there be
Nor never will I feel
Another hand for me
My puppies are so sweet
I love their trusting eyes
I love their loving hearts
I love their tender faces
I love my little puppies 🐶🐶
For one day only
I will tell you my thoughts
I will write them down for you
Tomorrow they will be erased
What I have to say will all be gone
No trace of these words will ever remain
I would like you to know how much I love you
The pain in my chest when I think of you
The longing to be close to you
The desire of my heart
But it can never be
It will never be
All that will remain
Is a blank page
With no words typed
Or written
No trace of any words
At all
I close my eyes and dream of you
I dream of all that we’ve been through
And I know I never will and never have
Loved anyone as much as my heart cries out
Every day every hour every minute
For you
I first
Felt this feeling at the age of nineteen
That spine-tingling knee-weakening
Out of control spinning
Of hearts beating
Eyes meeting
Dreamy
Melting
Comforting
Love ❤️
Loneliness overpowered me
Like a lion devours its prey
I wrestled with my soul
I prayed my days away
I stumbled with my pain
You never let me fall
You are my balm, my strength
You are my life, my all
I prayed that you would love me
I prayed for only you
My prayers in time were answered
And now our vows stand true!
