Yay for Love!

If all we can do is love

Then let us love! 

We are spirit

We are life 

We are one 

Love, life, spirit 

Hold us up 

Hold us high 

Lift our eyes

Lift us up!

Bleeding and Healing

He respected me enough to walk away when I asked him to. To not use and abuse me anymore. And that is a good thing. Past hurts are monuments of risk. On taking the chance of something better. Of being vulnerable and open and alive. Scars show we bleed. And scars show we heal.

Bleeding and healing go together. It is life. Without either we would be dead. 

Air Kisses

Six decades and six years ago

My mother was born 

I celebrate her life 

Remember her love 

And blow kisses 

Into air 

Calendar

Grains of sand 

Trickle through the timer 

Standing guard 

Against a ticking clock 

I cross another day 

Off my life’s calendar

Creation

At the end of last year I volunteered for a project at work. I had no idea how I would build it, or how to even start. But I decided I would do it. 

And I’ve completed it. The client finished their user acceptance testing yesterday. There are some parts I would do differently if I had to do it over again. There were difficulties and challenges, and failures too. But even so, it is done. 

I have achieved something. I have learnt. I have created.

Crumbled

My life has crumbled

Like bread around my feet 

And so I kneel 

On top the finest carpet

That ever was

Of crumbs

I Write


Each day I live

Every breath I take 

Words fall from my fingers 

Color my tears 

Sketch my hopes 

Outline my fears

Highlight my joys 

I am and therefore 

I write

Pi


I went on an interview once. It was our first year of marriage and we were on vacation in the U.K. A friend of mine managed to secure for me an interview at a British-based firm. One thing about me. I can always get the job done. But sometimes I need external sources. Use what I can with what I have. Google. Books. Peers. Whatever. That’s what resources are there for. To be used. Because resources.

This particular interview went particularly bad. Perhaps, in a way, they were trying to sift the English-speakers from the not-so-English speakers. Because I had to do a test. And one of the questions was, explain a paper clip. Now, I could see the paper clip in my mind, I could see how it should be used, but for the life of me, I could not at the time figure out how, even in my native language, to explain a paper clip? Words failed. Completely. A thin piece of wire twisted and turned and coiled to hold paper together? Nah, nope, not happening.

Next question. What is the value of pi. Omigosh! I learnt math at school and was good at it, but that was many years ago, and right now, right here, on vacation, without google (in fact, this was pre-google days) I could not think of the correct value of pi. 22 divide by 7? And approximate to something? Words fail. 

So it is with great pleasure that my son is able to recite pi correctly to the 120th decimal point. Winning the class competition and chocolates to do so. It might be a small achievement. But at least for a mother who failed miserably at some random interview test (thereby not getting the job or opportunity to move to the UK), there is a son who definitely knows his pi. 

What I need 

Is a plan 

So starting today

I have a plan 

To change my life 

To how it needs to be

Which is to utilize my skills 

To create a better me 

Encouraged


It is impossible not to feel encouraged and hopeful when surrounded by so much love. Yesterday, having a bad day and being tired at work, a colleague offered assistance via another colleague who saw that I was struggling with something, and my manager offered for me to go home early. And then So many kind, wonderful, caring, amazing friends here at WordPress, I can feel the love and care, and it is so much needed and appreciated. And it has definitely encouraged.

So to all my friends, near or far, thank you! You mean the world 💕🌸💕