Why can I not let go?

Question of the ages.

Because the smile is so flashy white.

Because the light shining, when it shines, is so dazzling bright that everything else pales in comparison.

So I hold out for those moments. Those brief periods of payoff when everything else is forgotten.

And then the tears. With the brutal dismissal. And would there be care or empathy or kindness? No. The light is off, and it may or may not be switched on again. Whenever. It is not about me.

And so the world revolves around the narc. Planet Narc. You either like it or you don’t.

Floating Away

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Dreams and wishes
Filled my world
My hopes
My mind
Until they faded
Like balloons floating
High into the sky
Out of vision
Out of sight

Letting Go

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Surrounded by
Winds of change
I know that soon
My time will come
I cannot remain
Where I am
My world
Will change
And I will
Never be
The same
Again

Open Road

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I loved you
With the whole of me
And now
I set you free