I’m doing good real good
I wanted you to know
That past the tears and heartache
My heart has overflowed
For wishes have been filled
The help I needed so
Flowed freely from
A gracious hand I know
I’m doing good real good
I wanted you to know
That past the tears and heartache
My heart has overflowed
For wishes have been filled
The help I needed so
Flowed freely from
A gracious hand I know
Step outside to freedom
A small chance to take
Loose your hold on comfort
You will find the gold
Courage not forsaken
Only time will tell
Privilege awaits you
When you step outside your
Zone.
Icy winds rattled glass windows
Dogs howled misery at the relentless moon
My eyes grew heavy until eventually there
Was nothing left bar a tiny seed, very tiny send of
Hope
Peace wash over me
Peace I pray
Keep me safe
Never let me stray
For all my steps
I will walk today
For choice of words
I might have to say
Peace wash over me
Peace, I pray
I chose my path and here I am
I chose each step I took
I shook my world right from its core
My days are now unseen
Where to now I do not know
But trust in faith I will
By faith we live each day
Surrounded by our hoping hearts
We trust that all would go our way
That dreams would light the dimming stars
Before we have a chance to blink
We fall and falter at the realm
My legs give way I feel so weak
I hope that you will understand
I give it all I tried my best
It was returned at their behest
My very all would never be enough
And so I turn myself away
There’s nothing more I have
To say.
I felt that pain so deeply
A sear within my chest
I cried out for drops of water
The sun though lapped it all
Oh please can someone help me
Oh please don’t let me die!
But down the hole I falter
I lose the sight of sky
I’m surrounded by my demons
My head falls into hands
And so I wish for blindness
To unsee all the pain
Oh heal my heart I pray
Let the sun shine once again
The sun woke me up, but I failed to find the light insight. Dark shadowed all the corners I could not see past dawn or day. I curled up tight and hid away, oh please can someone wave a wand? I wish away this pain and grief, this never-ending stinking well.
I tried to write poetry –
A word or rhyme or
Rhythm or song
Though all was black and no words would play
Hidden in rafters and kept at bay
So I teased them, I cajoled, I pled
Please words, don’t leave me, I need you
I do
I need your comfort, your warmth, your truth
Eventually they heard they had no choice
But to tiptoe out and make themselves heard
Words you are my lover my friend my foe!
Wherever I am you follow, you go
Take my hand I offer it true
Words you are mine, all mine
You are!
Peace in the waters
Peace in the words
Peace in the worlds
That darken my thoughts
Peace only my child
This is my one wish
That throughout each day
And cool dreamy nights
That peace will be yours
A peaceful long life