Taken

Taken

People come and people go

Some with notice and some say so

Others kiss you and walk away

Mothers hug you on their last day

I had a mother and then she was gone

Brutally left to fight on my own

Never again to hear her kind voice

Left with an emptiness, a certain black void

Moving along I live my own life

Free to be me, no one to advise

I heard her advice, in the time she was here

And now she is gone, I have nothing to hear

My dreams tell stories in a dark lonely night

The pain I carry, a never-ending fight

She left me, and never came back

I was left standing, gasping for air

The pain is buried, but somehow it’s there

In my daily life, my mistakes and torment

I will love, for that’s all that stands in the end.

No Right

A despicable you

Can never know

How much hurt

You’ve caused my soul

I will not share

I will not tell

You have no right

No right to me at all

Simple Desire

Everything I wanted

My every dream came true

I wanted but for nothing

Yet desired still for you

I simply didn’t care

Or closed my mind to know

How much better off I am

Without you in my life

Vulnerable

I pretend to never care

That your silence overpowers

Me, a constant dull ache

I wish you knew

I wish you cared

I wish you’d love

Me, once again.

Vice

Nothing to live for

Nothing to gain

Your sweet pleasure

Drives me insane.

I cut you out

I push you away

There’s no resistance

Nothing to say.

Touch me once

Again touch me twice

Broken I crumble

Your kiss – my every vice.

Void

I feel the void that

Threatens to suck me into

Its dark nothingness

Out of Control

Around

Around and around and around

I spin

Faster

Faster faster faster faster

Spinning

Spinning spinning spinning spinning

Until earth takes control

Yanks me down

Glues me to the ground

And leaves me for dead

Splintered

If it was only a single splinter that had

Lodged inside my tender flesh

I might have endured the pain

A billion splinters have stopped me dead

Gingerly I remove them

One by delicate one

So that I can live again

Keep on Praying

I will fight for myself

I will fight for my life

I will fight for my breath

That keeps me alive

I will fight for my home

I will fight for your love

And when I’m alone

I won’t fight but will

Pray.