Sometimes
We need to set aside
Our desires, our wishes
Our wants, our strife
And simply be
Still
Sometimes
We need to set aside
Our desires, our wishes
Our wants, our strife
And simply be
Still
Taken
People come and people go
Some with notice and some say so
Others kiss you and walk away
Mothers hug you on their last day
I had a mother and then she was gone
Brutally left to fight on my own
Never again to hear her kind voice
Left with an emptiness, a certain black void
Moving along I live my own life
Free to be me, no one to advise
I heard her advice, in the time she was here
And now she is gone, I have nothing to hear
My dreams tell stories in a dark lonely night
The pain I carry, a never-ending fight
She left me, and never came back
I was left standing, gasping for air
The pain is buried, but somehow it’s there
In my daily life, my mistakes and torment
I will love, for that’s all that stands in the end.
A despicable you
Can never know
How much hurt
You’ve caused my soul
I will not share
I will not tell
You have no right
No right to me at all
Everything I wanted
My every dream came true
I wanted but for nothing
Yet desired still for you
I simply didn’t care
Or closed my mind to know
How much better off I am
Without you in my life

I pretend to never care
That your silence overpowers
Me, a constant dull ache
I wish you knew
I wish you cared
I wish you’d love
Me, once again.
Nothing to live for
Nothing to gain
Your sweet pleasure
Drives me insane.
I cut you out
I push you away
There’s no resistance
Nothing to say.
Touch me once
Again touch me twice
Broken I crumble
Your kiss – my every vice.
I feel the void that
Threatens to suck me into
Its dark nothingness

Around
Around and around and around
I spin
Faster
Faster faster faster faster
Spinning
Spinning spinning spinning spinning
Until earth takes control
Yanks me down
Glues me to the ground
And leaves me for dead
If it was only a single splinter that had
Lodged inside my tender flesh
I might have endured the pain
A billion splinters have stopped me dead
Gingerly I remove them
One by delicate one
So that I can live again