Injury

I injured myself the other day. I tripped after crossing a road and could feel myself going down. Until bang! I collided with the ground. A huge chunk of flesh came out my foot. It is really painful, and is struggling to heal. Every night it forms a scab, and then in the morning I put on shoes for the day, the scab breaks, and I have a new wound all over again. Self-sabotage. In just the same way I self-sabotage my inner healing. I build up resistance, and then break it all down again. I lost myself somewhere along the way, and am still looking. Where am I? What happened to me?

Color Your World: Cerise

In response to Jennifer’s
Color Your World Challenge .

Taken at the Martin Place tribute for the 2014 Sydney terror attack in which two souls lost their lives.

Color Your World: Carnation Pink

Pink marshmallows for Jennifer’s Color Your World Challenge

Color My World: Carribean Green

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My entry for Jennifer’s Color Your World Challenge: Carribean Green

Lost Friend

Oh my friend
Why did you leave me
Oh my friend
Why did you go
I wanted you to stay
So badly
I wanted you to stay
With me
You are gone
And I’m alone
You have gone
I miss you so

Vow

wedding

I made a vow
To love and hold
Until one dying day

So I love you
And always will
More than words can say


14 years today

Pendulum

When you rang the bell
Then ran away
When you kissed so sweetly
And turned the key
When you slammed the door
Then came back for more
I wonder, oh, I do
What I ever saw in you
And why, oh, why
Do my thoughts still
Swing your way
What did I ever –
What could I have ever
Seen in you?

Privileged

On my return to work earlier this week, I caught up with a colleague of mine. Without thinking, I mentioned that the first day back is never easy, but at least we have a job to go back to. He replied by asking me why would I say that? Say what? At least we have a job. Well, what if we didn’t have a job, then what? He pointed out that the unemployment rate in Sydney is very low and if one wants to work, there is work. I was brought up with scarcity. Money was scarce. School fees were high, and always needed to be paid. Every single month without fail! We never had enough. Constant fear of running out. Added to the fact that I have seen unemployment in South Africa, and what it can mean.

Good point I told him. We are privileged to live in a city where there is work if one desires to work.