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Nightmare

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My chest is constricting so much that I cannot breath. My heart is freezing like the water turning to ice on a mid-winters morn. For a few random breaths I was as happy as I would ever be and I had faith in the realm in which I was held.

Tomorrow I find out my fate. Will I be gone or will I live another day?

To survive the night is a bitter torment and my flesh writhes in agony. Is there anywhere else I can be?

I fear not. The demons of the night are here to torment. When I fall asleep my dreams are nightmares. I wake to only find another one awaits.

Parties

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Are just not the same

Without me there.

That is all.

A Lesson Learnt

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I pushed him away

I closed myself from his touch

And when all other distractions

Fell away like discarded logs of

Driftwood

It was only then I that could realize

He was the one who was loving me

All this time.

Everchanging

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It’s okay

To feel the pain inside

It’s okay to watch the

Rain

It’s okay to hear the thunder

Storm

It’s okay to feel alone

It’s okay when all the wold is

Dark

And we cannot see our way

For when the rain has dried

The clouds have cleared

The sun will shine again.

I Do

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I made a vow

To love and hold and cherish

And as time goes rolling by

I will I will I do.

Cradle

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My hands cradle the emptiness I feel inside

And yet I know

It is the emptiness that gives my hands the delicate touch it so desperately

Needs.

Onwards Forever

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I celebrate my strength

My resolve in creating a better self

And though I pain inside –

My old comfort lost forever

I cannot now go back.

Onward I go.

Antidote

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The biggest antidote to the nothingness inside

Is to focus attention elsewhere

Create something

Make something

Learn something

Write something

And when all is said and done

At least there will be that

Something

In the nothing.

Software Developer Quote of the Day

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There’s a bit of a flaw in this code.

New Winds

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Old winds fly by forever

Never to be captured or contained

The trick is to

Accept nature at her word:

Fresh winds bring fresh

Worlds

Patience is key.