Glad

Day after day 

And night after night 

Waiting and hoping 

And biding my time 

I feel so glad

I am relieved 

That finally 

I can see 

The mask 

The face 

The smile 

So fake  

And I am glad

To have 

Escaped

I am free 

I am me 

And glad to be 

Fantasy

Sometimes we need a big knock over our heads to jolt us back to reality. Even if fantasy is more comforting. But the fantasy never becomes real, does it? And reality has its claws all over us. No escape.

Again

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I feel your kiss

I savor your touch

I see your smile

I hear your voice

I taste your love

And then

I crave you

All over again

Second-Hand


He sent through a poem 

Better than I could ever write 

About smiles and kisses 

Butterflies and wings

Peace and dreams 

Flying me to lands of love

The words I hungered to hear

The words I ached to feel

And then I saw

The lines were old 

They were written not

For me, they were presented

Second-hand

https://movingtowardsthelight.com/2016/04/26/bleeding-words/

What should you do?

When your lover sends you a selfie. But gets it all wrong. And sends you a selfie of her instead. Unbuttoned.

Cutting Cords


Cutting the cords that bind

Cutting myself free

Cutting the magic moments

Our history 

Nothing is left 

The betrayal is too great 

I love you 

But it will never be

Splintered

Waiting

For a payoff that will never happen

For the jackpot that will never strike

For the love that will never be felt 

For the friendship to be whole 

When it is, and was always 

Splintered

Please Rather

A kinder option

Would simply be 

To pluck my heart 

Right out my chest 

Dice with a knife

Leaving a pool of 

Warm gushing red 

It will hurt far less