What happened to all that bravado:

“I play with you and I play with others 

I show you the dark and I show you the light 

To keep you from falling in love

Because I am not available 

So no falling”

Blah blah blah blah blah 

Same old same old 

Okay

Whatever

Go and be ‘in love’, and I’m glad it’s not with me, yay.

Because actually.

I am not available.