Shelter

I ran from the world

I ran from everyone 

I ran until I could no more

Until finally, exhausted

I collapsed headfirst into 

Me 

Vanished

Your absence eases my heart 

To accept your painful dismissal

We reunite in my dreams 

Joyful reunion until the night vanishes 

Along with your ghost
 

Crystal Purity


Love like a dove 

Spreads its white wings

Over me 

I feel crystal purity

Showered with grace 

I have love 

Feeling Happy

Walking home and I am happy 

No sugar crushes for me today

No highs and devastating lows 

Just a simple happiness 

Through the Night

Love me

Love me do

Love me like you do

Love me till all our passion

All our passion is consumed

Love me till this night is through

I’ll be on my knees for you

Scarred

I push

Push as hard as I can 

I push people away 

Then beg for them to return 

I want 

I am vulnerable

But I am so scared

Perhaps I am too scarred

Sliced

Reaching into the drawer

The most exquisite pain 

Jarred through my body 

As blood stained every

Contact in its flow

My finger is sliced 

My body is scarred 

My mind knows pain 

Miscarriage

I felt warmth between my thighs

And instinctively I knew 

Red blood spreading between my legs

Betraying the life forming within

I made it home just as the pain 

Began to tear my body apart 

Kneeling on the floor 

I prayed for death 

Each contraction causing me to 

Yell out in pain 

I cried for help

I called for help 

And when help finally arrived 

My baby was gone 

Union

We made love

So perfectly and passionately

And your body and my body

Fitted together like two pieces

Of a puzzle and after that 

While I was still dreamy 

You disappeared

Leaving me to myself 

And so I did the only thing

I could think of to do

I got busy 

And changed the sheets 

Removing any touch any scent

Any last lingering of you

Except your seed was 

Already inside me 

And growing