I ran from the world
I ran from everyone
I ran until I could no more
Until finally, exhausted
I collapsed headfirst into
Me
I ran from the world
I ran from everyone
I ran until I could no more
Until finally, exhausted
I collapsed headfirst into
Me
Your absence eases my heart
To accept your painful dismissal
We reunite in my dreams
Joyful reunion until the night vanishes
Along with your ghost
Walking home and I am happy
No sugar crushes for me today
No highs and devastating lows
Just a simple happiness
Love me
Love me do
Love me like you do
Love me till all our passion
All our passion is consumed
Love me till this night is through
I’ll be on my knees for you
I push
Push as hard as I can
I push people away
Then beg for them to return
I want
I am vulnerable
But I am so scared
Perhaps I am too scarred
Reaching into the drawer
The most exquisite pain
Jarred through my body
As blood stained every
Contact in its flow
My finger is sliced
My body is scarred
My mind knows pain
I felt warmth between my thighs
And instinctively I knew
Red blood spreading between my legs
Betraying the life forming within
I made it home just as the pain
Began to tear my body apart
Kneeling on the floor
I prayed for death
Each contraction causing me to
Yell out in pain
I cried for help
I called for help
And when help finally arrived
My baby was gone
We made love
So perfectly and passionately
And your body and my body
Fitted together like two pieces
Of a puzzle and after that
While I was still dreamy
You disappeared
Leaving me to myself
And so I did the only thing
I could think of to do
I got busy
And changed the sheets
Removing any touch any scent
Any last lingering of you
Except your seed was
Already inside me
And growing