More Trust

If the world be taken from me
And all I have is dust
I will pray on my knees
I will pray for more trust

To know you are my father
And I am your child
You will never forsake me
I’ll never run wild

I will pray for more joy
I will pray for more love
I will pray for your grace
And more trust from above

Betrayal

Uncontrolled fingers

Run across blank slates

Releasing captive thoughts

Flying wild across

Unsuspecting landscapes

I hold my tongue

I tape my mouth

I blind my eyes

But fingers pried free

Betray

Prayer for Patience 

I am waiting for love

I am waiting for Thee

I am waiting for patience

I am waiting to see

What thou hast in store for me

What thou heart has planned

The depth of thy mercy

The grace from thy hand

I am waiting, dear Lord

Hear my soul prayer

Grant me thy vision

Lend me thy ear

So I could hear fully

And I could know trust

That thy way is best

I will wait if I must

I love you

And I don’t care if you know it, because all I do is write poetry and books and blogs and not even tell you, and what is my life worth anyway if I can’t even tell you how I feel, and I loved you from when I first set eyes on you and you took my breath away, and I loved you from when I traced my fingers over your lips and you kissed me in the sweetest moment, and I loved every moment that we spent alone together, and in the end I hated the ghosting, and it’s over now, and I still 

Love you 

I Write


Each day I live

Every breath I take 

Words fall from my fingers 

Color my tears 

Sketch my hopes 

Outline my fears

Highlight my joys 

I am and therefore 

I write

Exciting Things


Good, positive, exciting things

Please come my way 

Lift me up

Carry my tears away 

I know you will

I know you’re there 

I’ve called your name 

I’m out to meet you 

Come here to stay 

Solitary Pillow


I am filled with so much pain

A torment sitting right behind my eyes

Threatening to push out the well of tears

I hold back the gates, force them to stay closed 

A lone drop escapes and falls

Leaving a smudge against the 

Solitary pillow 

I Miss Him

I thought I saw him today but I was mistaken, but before I was mistaken I felt that jolt in my stomach of butterflies, and then I thought I heard him and this time I was not mistaken, he appeared out of nowhere all cheerful and with people and then disappeared again so quickly, he never greeted and I never greeted, and my heart is broken, the pieces are scattered all over the floor because I simply 

Miss him

Protected

Being my own worst enemy

Hand extended for the next best

Sugar rush

Sugar crush

Sickly sweet 

High.

My hand was stilled.