Defiled

Your fake smile makes me shudder 

Boiling water is not hot enough to wash me clean 

Your eyes met mine and instantly 

I was defiled

Lightness


There is a certain lightness that is felt

When heavy somber clouds break apart

And soft gentle rays start to shine through 

Living Heart

Feeling happy 

I feel good 

A still peace 

Floats over me 

My worries dissipate 

My mind is calm 

And I am glad 

For my living heart 

Through My Fingers

I tried to hold fast onto

Those precious moments 

That flew by so quickly 

And when I looked again 

It had all just slipped quickly

Slipped through my fingers 

Time had flown swiftly away

Melancholy

He strummed his guitar

Evoking melancholy 

I leaned over and kissed him

Knowing I had to leave

That it was over

I kissed him goodbye

Wished him well

I stood up from my knees

And left.

Sorry for You

It really is that simple

My flesh either says hell yes

Or it says no 

And if the answer is no 

Sorry for you 

Unshackled


Blurred images clear 

And I can focus on what is

Not what I want it to be 

The illusion falls away 

To present reality

And I am outside

Looking in

I am outside 

Where a shining sun

Caresses skin

Where water falls 

And birds fly 

I am outside

I am naked

I am unashamed 

I am vulnerable 

I  am unshackled 

I am free.

Kaleidoscope Life

The seasons change
Like a kaleidoscope
Held loosely in the palm of a hand

Altering the landscape
Of the days we have survived,
And what are we to do?

Hold on for the journey
Because the past is no more
The secrets have all been shared

While there is breath in us
A mystery yet lies ahead
Take me from where I am

Alone and destitute, vision faltering
Lead me to the waters deep so I can
Dream my new life into being

Let the kaleidoscope of change
Reveal my next home
Waiting patiently for me to arrive.

Porcelain


Your eyes are as the deepest ocean 

Reflecting all that lies within 

I know not what your stories tell

But I wish to enter in 

To touch your soul 

And tend your wounds 

To heal your living hell 

Your image is a porcelain doll

A fragile, precious thing 

So I will hold you gently close

Allow naught but joy to sing

Still your eyes look back at me

Your life 

Your pain

 Your strife.