A Silent Sound

waves roll over me waves you do
in my desperation
I feel you

down I tumble holding tight
up again

I feel light

tossed and turned spinning round and round

I am screaming
a silent sound

so i stumble before a fall

I WILL STAND UP!

I WILL STAND TALL

emotions

emotions are gentle waves lapping the soft warm sand of a sun-kissed beach.

emotions are raging storms that toss the largest ships as if they were a child’s toy.

emotions are tiny bubbles that sparkle and effervesce as giggles that cannot be contained.

emotions are salty tears that drench our cheeks with their relentless downpour.

they are pastel shades of a mother’s love, that overwhelming poignancy of meeting her newborn babe.

emotions speak truth and tell the tallest lies.

they are dark and white, and grey and light.

they are all the colours of the rainbow, and the blackest dream in which to drown.

emotions are life and the only thing that emotions are not

Is death. 

Stabbed


That moment when you realize you’ve been un-friended on social media. 

Feeling Happy

Walking home and I am happy 

No sugar crushes for me today

No highs and devastating lows 

Just a simple happiness 

Scarred

I push

Push as hard as I can 

I push people away 

Then beg for them to return 

I want 

I am vulnerable

But I am so scared

Perhaps I am too scarred

Feeling Sad

I’m feeling sad.

Mixture of homesickness and

Missing my family that was, and

Is no more.

Not knowing what the future

Holds in store.

And when I close my eyes and am still –

I feel sad.

 

Climate Change

Sometimes there is no choice
But to feel the pain and to
Acknowledge the pain because
We know it is there, do not be
Scared, do not be afraid, do not fear,
For the feelings will clear
The sky will change, the clouds will form a
Kaleidoscope above our eyes and at the end all will
Pass and all will be
Well