Digging deep
To find my strength
But all I find
Is a bucket of tears
Threatening floods
Red eyes no resistance –
Fragile
Digging deep
To find my strength
But all I find
Is a bucket of tears
Threatening floods
Red eyes no resistance –
Fragile
Was so beautiful and soft and tender and magical and sensual, followed by the deafening silence after and I don’t care about the ghosting, I want one more magical moment, it is a pain tearing through my flesh.
It wasn’t so much that I missed and needed and craved and desired you
It was more the emptiness I suffered
After I asked you to leave
And you obliged
Oh for a brief moment
Share your love with me
Ease my aching pain
Set my passion free
Touch me like you used to
In times and days gone by
I will touch you like I used to
Before we said goodbye
Strike me down with lightning
But I am missing you
I am and it’s true
And I love you
I used to tremble whenever he kissed me
But now he’s disappeared
And I really miss him –
Haven’t done much
Trembling of late
I want my fix
I want it now
Give it to me
I made my bed so
Now I have to lie in it.
I want a new bed.
Lacerations shred my heart
Blood drips to the floor
I languish alone