Petals

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I’ll be your flower
Your petal, your sun, your light –
If you’ll be my stem


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Photo Ni Ompong

Dinner Time

Erika (from I’m Free!) and I were discussing decisions, and what to cook for dinner. By some strange twist of fate, I had taken a photo of my cooking this evening. Last year was a pasta-free year, but this afternoon I decided to be a rebel and indulge.

So here is my dinner decision for today: pasta, cream and vegetables! With salad. (I’m feeling kinda shy at sharing such a personal photo, lol!)

 

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Decisions

One of the biggest decisions I’ve had to make was to leave my home and family behind, and start a new life in a foreign land. If I stop and think about it, it’s a rather huge decision. A few months earlier I had to make a decision on changing jobs. I was offered a new position, and had to decide. It tore at me, I was at peace with nothing, to stay or to go. My daughter was still a baby, and I couldn’t see how I would cope with either choice. My nerves gave in. After much obsession, I joined the new company. From the first moment, I struggled to adapt. Everything bothered me, the building, the location, everything! After a couple of weeks I decided not to continue. The manager at my previous company was gracious, and invited me to return. In doing so, the way opened to move to Australia. This time there was no anxiety. I created a to-do list and got on with it. So even though it was a major life-changing decision, it took minimal energy to make. And that is how it often seems to be. The big decisions are sometimes clear-cut and easy to make, but every day we have smaller decisions that consume way more energy. What to eat, what to wear, read WordPress blogs on the bus, write a post, or read the news instead, etc!

https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/the-road-less-traveled/

Spark

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Sometimes.
Once in a while, you meet someone.
And in that instant, your life lights up
Like a candle waiting for its flame.

And then you know.
You know that everyone else –
Everything gone before
Was just wasting all your time.

Camouflaged

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My lover passes me by
Without looking my way
No touch is made
No attempt at love
And I wonder
Am I
Could I
Be
Is it even possible
For a woman
In her nakedness
To be
Invisible?

Rainbows and Shadows

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Rainbows and shadows
Colors and darkness
Splash stories of nature
The dark and the light

In hours of starkness
The pictures are painted
To hearts burdened weary
And waiting for sun

Sharpened Knife

A knife stabbed my heart
And without warning
Twisted and turned
Like a key turning
In a locked door
Threatening to
Unleash a wall
Of pain, I will
Feel the knife
Until it has no
Power over
Me

One Life

Embrace your emotion
In all its agony, pain, and glory
Embrace each feeling
Every battle fought
Every struggle lost
Every victory won
For then you know
That you are alive
You feel
You live

 

Thorn in my Flesh

Thorn in my side
Wound in my flesh
Testing me

I wrapped myself
In cocoon of love
And breathed

I am stronger
I am growing
I’m alive