
Every time you kissed me
Every time we touched
Every time we laughed
And every warm caress
Left its mark forever
I am tattooed by your love
Always you are with me
You are written on my flesh
Beautiful music for a beautiful day x
At the end of last year I volunteered for a project at work. I had no idea how I would build it, or how to even start. But I decided I would do it.
And I’ve completed it. The client finished their user acceptance testing yesterday. There are some parts I would do differently if I had to do it over again. There were difficulties and challenges, and failures too. But even so, it is done.
I have achieved something. I have learnt. I have created.
Today the sun is shining
I know the clouds will clear
For every day I see you
My heart beats fast, my dear
I love you in the morning
I love you through the day
And when the night draws closer
I hope for you to stay
Craving intimacy
Demanding adoration
Driving me crazy
My naked flesh
Screams to be
Touched
Worldly needs broken
Lost opportunity
Time stopped as
Earthly binds dissipate –
The ultimate finality

With the magic of Google (thank you, Google maps), I was able to locate the exact tree under which I sliced the soft skin of my foot, of which I still bear the scar. I was six years old when I was stood on a broken piece of glass, and all I saw and felt was never-ending blood.
I love that the tree is so well maintained, and clearly loved with that bright red ribbon.
If I close my eyes and travel back, I smell banana yoghurt as well as choc chip, I remember ballet lessons, being left out of my 8 year birthday party (all my friends wanting to play with my sister), a red bicycle, and a broken collarbone. I remember wooden floors and happy times. Sitting in the backseat of the car holding a tea towel over my bleeding foot, all the while it was getting soaked.
And the Friday after my birthday we left school early, moved from my home town, away from my best friend (who for some reason must have not been at my party), and to the big lights of the city (Johannesburg). Away from the beautiful tree, and the best school ever. Jenny, David, Angie.
Burnt flesh
Is seared into my soul
Dripping flesh
Fills the canvas of my mind
Lest I forget
The lessons I needed to
Learn
The threads of my heart
Have all come loose
As one by one
They slowly
Unravel
My life is worth the words I write
The stories floating in my mind
The prayers and hopes
And wishes too
My life is nothing without you