Self-Sabotage

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I wish I knew
I wish I could tell
Or explain
Or understand
Why I do the things I do
Why I drive without a belt
Or sail a wretched sea
I wonder how
I wonder why
There is an empty space
Inside of me
Where is the love?
Where is content
Where is the peace
I hunger for
I do not know
I cannot say
There is no reveal
On why I drive
Without a belt
I know the danger
I know the price
I count the cost
And yet I still
Remain unmoved
Unchanged
Unchained
A rudderless ship
In a stormy sea
All I know
Is all I have
That I am me
Now and
Possibly
For eternity

Happy Place

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When the world becomes too much
And my shoulders feel too sore
I find a quiet spot snd sit alone
Until strength is found to carry on some more

In response to The Daily Post’s weekly photo challenge: “Happy Place.”

Sugar

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In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Wicked Witch.”

Sugar. Sugar is the wicked witch. In its seductive, alluring way, promising happiness forever. But it’s pleasures are for a moment, leaving desires and cravings for more. And all the while it has its destructive way on its unsuspecting victim. Hooking, reeling in, for just one more taste of its sensual beauty, leaving memories of its taste lingering forever. Never to be forgotten.

Woe my sweet tooth. Be gone from me!

Living Dreams

I dream about a new day
When night is passed
And I can follow dreams

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Dreamy | Weekly Photo Challenge

Sugarman

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Papa Loves Mambo.”

Like many South African families, Rodriguez was a fixture in our home. My dad would slap on the music along with eggs and toast on Sunday mornings and we’d all get to hear his favorites, never forgetting the Stones and his all time hero Rod Stewart. My dad had a huge collection of records, he collected them like I collected books. And of course there was always the mystery of how Rodriguez died for there was no record of it, he just vanished off the face of the Earth. In the absence of hard cold fact, many theories did indeed abound. For any readers who have not seen Searching for Sugarman, it is an amazing documentary! A must-see!

Gaining Victory

Facing the enemy
I fear my foe
Feeling my weakness
I pray for help
Forgetting myself
I yield my all
One step forward
To victory I go
One step forward
To heaven, to home

Our Apartment

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In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Our House.”

The first place I can remember living in was an apartment by the name of Ivanhoe. I was four or less, for I was four in the photo at my sister’s fifth birthday party and that was taken in the house we lived in next. I remember my mother in her bedroom with a window looking out to the main road, and my sister and I were going on an aeroplane to my grandparents in Cape Town. We were to fly attended only by the airline staff and my parents were going to drive down a short while later. My father was still enlisted for compulsory military camps so every few months he had to leave and go for a camp. I remember my sister and I playing in our bedroom one evening when he returned. For some reason I can remember playing with a toy iron the night he came back. Why I remember this I have no idea!

Waiting for the Rain

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Scorched earth
Air heavy with
Fumes of thick smog
Heat rises from the
Dusty plainlands
Another day passed
Maybe tomorrow?
Once green shrubs
Thirst for the drops
To quench the drooping
Leaves, all of nature is
Quiet, still, wilting, tired
Waiting for the rain

South African Humor

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Too Soon?.”

Sharing a Trevor Noah clip, always funny even if a bit politically incorrect. Have any viewers seen him on the Daily Show?

Free Will

In response to The Daily Post’s weekly photo challenge: “Boundaries.”

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To be moulded
Against the boundaries
Imposed upon the nature
Of nature’s free will