I wish I cared how much you hurt me

I wish I cared how much you knew

The lies I tell myself unheard

To wipe this pain away

Nothing matters

Repeats on end

Until my heart is ripped to shreds

Outside sweet birds are singing

How I wish for wings to fly

Escape my hell I plead to God

Comfort me in great despair

Where will I go what will I do

Where is the hope

I pray from you?