How did I become a failure?
All the choices I made
All the work I did
All the courses I studied
Were never enough
I was never enough
Spent my life struggling
Never coping
Never succeeding
Never achieving
What a fucking
Waste of my life
How did I become a failure?
All the choices I made
All the work I did
All the courses I studied
Were never enough
I was never enough
Spent my life struggling
Never coping
Never succeeding
Never achieving
What a fucking
Waste of my life
Poems and Petals 
You are enough. ❤❤❤
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😭😭😭
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VERY NICE
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As said, your mere existence needs no explanations nor measure. Do not be so hard with yourself (well, easier said than done! ☺)
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Thank you! You are very kind 😊
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Hoping this one isn’t autobiographical. You are so not a failure!
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It does feel like that Leslie, I don’t think I can cope anymore 😭
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Can’t “like” that. Please find someone local to talk to. Please.
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Do you have someone to talk to? I know I’m a stranger, but I can definitely relate. I’m here if you want to talk.
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Thank you 😊 can we chat later offline? I can email?
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Absolutely! Can you get my email off my blog? I’m new to this…
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It appears in the email notification, I have it, my head is too sore atm I will only email later xx
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Did my comments not go through? I’m worried.
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Yes they came through thank you 😊 I will reply later, feeling a bit headachey atm, thank you for your love and concern xx
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Sorry! My internet connection is terrible right now, but I’m here if you want to talk. I can completely relate.
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Fair, honest attempt at self-analysis and retrospection to figure out the cause of failure and waste of life! Such dialogues with the self often lead to enlightenment…light at the end of the dark tunnel. Good one!
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Thank you, Ashok! 😊
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Welcome!
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This is NOT fair analysis. I don’t know you, but I know that you have put your writing out there and that it is helpful to people like me. So you make a difference.
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Hey Vonita. I know this feeling only too well. Who do we need to be enough for? Who determines if we are a success or failure? We are too hard on ourselves and give our power away too easily to others. A failure would not be able to put together the beautiful words that I see on this blog. We do the best with what we have at the time and that is ALWAYS ENOUGH! Sending much love and light.
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Hi Debbie, thanks SO much for the response, I have a non-existent career and I guess that is what makes me feel like a failure, always struggling, yesterday I was in tears at the office, always never knowing how long I will have a job for Etc! THANK you for your kind words re beautiful words on my blog, writing is one thing that is close to me, so means a lot, compliments like that always feels so personal 😍
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Believe that the Universe has a plan and it will all work out. I know a lot of people in this uncertain boat that you are rowing upstream at the moment. Let go of the tight grip on the oars and see where it steers you. Not always easy to do, especially with all our responsibilities in life. Try and remember a time when you did go with the flow and it worked out better than you could have hoped. Hold onto that.
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Yes that’s wonderful advice, thanks Debbie, there is so much to be thankful for, and that is the annoying part of sometimes feeling depressed or not good enough, it is just so hard to let go at times. I had a beautiful day today though, so am feeling somewhat better xx hope you are having a good weekend 😊
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